Psychosis V

Unable to

react to other humans thoughts,

i cling to a dim hope,

i always thought the answer was in the cards,

i always chose to be the fool,

but in the end there was nothing in my heart,

just a black void,

i'm not able to love anyone,

i hate it when i always chose to avoid the concept of feelings

when i think about it,

i cannot fathom how deep it goes,

this blackness, it kills me, it feeds on my soul,

like an infection.

And i cant stop it,

not anymore,not ever.

Thats why death doesnt bother me,

i welcome it, from the bottom of my heart,

i do wish to die.