10.09.2012

Life is such an interesting thing. It burns away by seconds.

I'm burning it away, day by day, week by week, my life is erupting, most people share it with another and together they meld into the timeless stream of life.

Lately, possibilities started to wither, the ideas at the very least.

I'm destroying myself, easily destroying bonds, easily corrupting everything. 

I'm a corrupt human being, in the state i am, i cannot accept any human being to accept me for what i am.

Yet the isolation is perishing me, god i'm so alone, i don't have anyone to share these thoughts.

I don't have anyone.

I don't know how to share my problems, i don't know how to tell, i don't even know where to begin.

This isolation is killing me, i want to get involved, i want to be able to feel something, i want to be loved, i want to be , i just want to be.

I'm so sad, i'm a very sad person, my whole life is sad, everything about me is consisting of a big dark void.

For these reasons, no one wants to get involved with me.

And i cannot change.

I'm a sad human being.

I'm so sad.