We try to narrow down the elements of our life, our relationships, our family, our financial situations, in the end everything seems to be a clusterfuck. We cannot do it, we can try to narrow it down but it never happens in the end, the prices we tag each other doesn't fit, there is always a secret, there was always a backdoor that we just didn't saw yet.
You can get bored of these backdoors, backdoors to people lies. When we lie, we give openings everywhere, it's so easy to read to someone accustomed to lies. When we lie, our body tells to the outside world "I'm lying, i hate myself, this is wrong, please stop me." We give these signals and actually unconciously our social circles take notice of it but we never do anything to bother. This is the social strata that everyone was accustomed of. It cannot be broken, we can never be completely sincere to each other.
Everything is a big mess, the relationships we live, the bonds we enjoy, the very fabric of our existence is byproduct of modern life. There is no denying that, that is one absolution we cannot escape.
There are no fortress to be conquered, there are no walls to be broken, all hearts are occupied, souls are black and money is bloody.
If you understand the fact that absolutely nothing is pure, then everything will be revealed as crystal clear, cause in the end, nothing is pure and you just have to accept it.
This is the core morality of our way of life. We destroy to live, we hurt to enjoy, we lie to feel. Thats why i will be happy as long as i'm in my Souvlaki Space Station.
And i don't have big expectations, i'm happy in where im standing, i'm happy and i'm ok with this.
When you try to forcefully change something, when you rush into something without noticing the consequences, you will be broken, it means you are not ready to move on, you have to stay in where you are and reflect on your past transgressions.
It isn't easy, being human. It's never going to be easy because of these null reasons.
You just have to reflect, you just have to seize the moment and enjoy it, there is no joy greater than that cause every second is just piece of an another past.
As long as you have time to line the pieces of the puzzle, don't give up on life.
Not just yet.
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